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Membership Dues

by Sad Girlz Club

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Alejandro Chavez
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Alejandro Chavez With strong vocals bringing life to dauntingly emotional lyricism, 'Membership Dues' rides in on some of the cleanest music to come out of the California punk scene.
finkz
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finkz Top shit! Say hi to Eric for me (long time bud).
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Never minded my place of origin, never would’ve thought of leaving. But the streets and faces yell at me to go. Everywhere I look is faded memories. All I seem to think is “how could it be me?”, So I’ll run away with my regrets. And I’ll hope some day you’ll forgive me. So I’m leaving to San Francisco and I’m never coming back. And I’ll drown out all my sorrows with the whiskey I would taste on your breath. And I promise you I’m never coming back. I won’t forget the night we met outside the venue, it was cold and it was wet. I won’t forget the things you said- that my pale blue eyes would get you by until the winter’s end. And it ended, and you kept your promise. So I’m leaving to San Francisco and I’m never coming back. And I’ll drown out all my sorrows with the whiskey I would taste on your breath. And I promise you I’m never coming back. Your cold shoulder froze me to death last night. As we yelled you said this would be our last fight. And so I cried like there was no tomorrow. So I’m leaving to San Francisco and I’m never coming back. And I’ll drown out all my sorrows with the whiskey I would taste on your breath. And I promise you I’m never coming back. I promise you I’m never coming back!
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Again 03:10
When I was 17 I lost my mind- to a man no good for me, I gave my time. And he took the best of me and left the rest of me for someone new. Now at 23 don't have the time to find the innocence I left behind. Wish that I had held on tight or put up half a fight against it all. And I'll never see you again, and I don't want to be friends. Had some guys that I didn't deserve I'd bring them love and then I'd bring them hurt. 'cause I'd give them all of me and take it all away without a warning or an explanation. And they'll never see me again, and they don't want to be friends. Well now those guys are happy and moved on, and for their sake I'm happy that I'm gone. I don't know where else to go better off alone And they'll never see me again, they'll never want to be friends. And I'll never see you again I'll never want to be friends.
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I'm so afraid, I can't feel anything. I don't know what to say so I crawl my way back to the shade. This heat's too much, my hands are shaking. These people all around make this isolation worse. I never felt so alone than when I think about home. It never felt good no matter what they said. I could never go back to welcome that attack- cause even now I can't handle crowds but still I will say... These lonely nights have been killing me slowly every time the world stands still. Can't you hear my stuttered heartbeat grinding? It's the last sound left to kill. Ain't it a thrill to be the last one standing after you doubt yourself. But everything hurts cause dammit I need to sleep- perchance to dream for once in my life. For in that sleep most dreams go to die. And you lose control when you can't feel yourself and you've given up hope. You're on your own and you feel like you've gone insane. These lonely nights- these empty days just drift away into the weary gray. These lonely nights- these empty days just drift away but in your heart they'll stay.
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Pedestal 02:17
Watched you as you tried to mold me into someone else. Pretended that I couldn't see the process in the works. And you were never happy with the way that I was. You found reasons to make me see myself not as I was. And I don't know how to feel, how to feel when you're around. I don't know what to think, what to think of who you are. And I don't know what to say, what to say to make you see- there was never anything, anything wrong with me. And you never really tried to know me at all. And you couldn't even tell me my favorite songs. You know that I tried harder, I though I knew you inside out. But then I got smarter, so I found my way out. And I don't know how to feel, how to feel when you're around. I don't know what to think, what to think of who you are. And I don't know what to say, what to say to make you see- there was never anything, anything wrong with me.

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released August 10, 2018

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Punk rock jamz from San Diego and Los Angeles.

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