Lonely Nights

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I'm so afraid, I can't feel anything.
I don't know what to say so I crawl my way back to the shade.
This heat's too much, my hands are shaking.
These people all around make this isolation worse.

I never felt so alone than when I think about home.
It never felt good no matter what they said.
I could never go back to welcome that attack-
cause even now I can't handle crowds but still I will say...

These lonely nights have been killing me slowly every time the world stands still.
Can't you hear my stuttered heartbeat grinding?
It's the last sound left to kill.

Ain't it a thrill to be the last one standing after you doubt yourself.
But everything hurts cause dammit I need to sleep- perchance to dream for once in my life.
For in that sleep most dreams go to die.
And you lose control when you can't feel yourself and you've given up hope.
You're on your own and you feel like you've gone insane.

These lonely nights- these empty days just drift away into the weary gray.
These lonely nights- these empty days just drift away but in your heart they'll stay.

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from Membership Dues, released August 10, 2018

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